A mother’s love

It is said that there is a special bond between a mother and son.

Elsie Antonio Proposch had three sons. William, my father, was the middle one. I’m sure that Elsie had a special relationship with each of her sons, my dad included. I have proof. Set in World War II, “A Mother’s Love” is the story behind Love in a little black diary.


It was 3 September 1939, just 21 years after the end of World War I, The Great War or “war to end all wars”. Australia’s Prime Minister, Robert Gordon Menzies, announced to the nation that Australia was (once again) at war with Germany:

“Fellow Australians, it is my melancholy duty to inform you officially, that in consequence of a persistence by Germany in her invasion of Poland, Great Britain has declared war upon her and that, as a result, Australia is also at war. No harder task can fall to the lot of a democratic leader than to make such an announcement.” (Extract from speech made by Prime Minister Menzies on 3 September 1939.)

On 15 September 1939, following the declaration of war, the Australian Government announced it would raise a special volunteer force of 20,000 men, independent of the regular defence force, for service in Australia and abroad. This force was dubbed the Second Australian Imperial Force (2nd AIF).

In a time of war, it must have been a mother’s greatest fear that her son, or sons, would be conscripted to serve in the armed forces. I’m sure this would have been the case for Elsie. Two of her sons, Eric and William, were of an age to go to war.

Sure enough, on 18 June 1940, at the Melbourne Town Hall, Elsie’s second son William enlisted in the 2nd AIF. He was a volunteer. At the time he was working in the city with a firm of accountants, as a clerk or an assistant accountant. He was studying economics at The University of Melbourne, at night. William’s decision to join the AIF was to be a life-changing one for him and his family.

William, Elsie's second son
William, Elsie’s second son

 

From the time William (“Bill”, or as Elsie called him, “Billie”) received his first posting, Elsie closely followed and recorded his every movement. Perhaps her earliest records are the notes she made on the reverse side of a photograph William sent her from the Bonegilla (Victoria) army training camp. The photograph shows a Union Jack with signatures of all the men who attended the camp at the time – “W.E. Proposch” is found under the heading “BHQ” (Battalion Head Quarters). Her notes show that Bill returned home on leave before he was posted to Darwin. She wrote: “Billie left here Monday 10th March 1941 for Bonegilla Camp” and “Billie left Bonegilla Saturday 22nd March 1941 for Darwin”.

Photograph of Union Jack signed by those who attended the Bonegilla Army Training Camp
Union Jack signed by those who attended the Bonegilla Army Training Camp, December 1940

 

Notes Elsie made on the back of the Union Jack photograph
Notes Elsie made on the back of the Union Jack photograph

 

In the meantime, Bill’s older brother Eric also volunteered for army service. Elsie recorded: “Eric joined AIF 31st July 1941”. Now two of her three sons were involved in Australia’s war effort, and one was about to leave for active service abroad. Elsie’s notes (which are verified by Bill’s army records) record that Bill remained in Darwin until he received his first overseas posting. Bill returned home on leave from 11-27 October 1941, embarking in Sydney on 1 November 1941 for the Middle East.

This must have been a poignant time for Elsie and the family. The following photographs of Bill and his brother Eric were taken during Bill’s leave in October 1941. I’m sure Elsie treasured these photographs.

1941 October. Bill leaving for the Middle East

 

1941 October. Bill and brother Eric
 

Charles, Elsie’s husband, worked as a commercial artist, at the time producing drawings for advertisements of merchandise sold by Melbourne’s major department stores. In his leisure time, he liked to paint, especially in oils. One painting Charles produced during that period depicts Elsie with one of her sons in army uniform outside a tent pitched in the countryside. Obviously, the family tried to spend quality time together when the “boys” were on leave.

1940s Oil painting of Elsie and son, near Melbourne, Victoria, by Charles Proposch
Elsie and son, camping near Melbourne, Victoria: Oil painting by Charles Proposch, 1940s

 

Elsie was a great correspondent (read Grandparenting: “Joy and a joy-giver”). I possess Elsie’s 1941-1944 diary, the “little black diary”, passed down to me via my father. I feel honoured to have access to this precious item of family history.

In her diary Elsie recorded the dates of all letters and parcels she and Charles sent their two sons during their army service, from late 1941 to the end of 1944. She also recorded the dates of all letters and telegrams they received from their sons, and details of official telegrams they received from the army during this time. It is a comprehensive and awe-inspiring record.

Elsie's little black diary 1941-44
Elsie’s “little black diary”, 1941-44, a comprehensive and awe-inspiring record

 

Bill served a total of 1968 days (nearly 5½ years) in the 2nd AIF. He spent 689 days (nearly 2 years) in active service in Australia (Darwin) and overseas. His three overseas postings were:

  • Eight months in the Middle East (Palestine and Syria) and Ceylon (Colombo) with the 2/5th Battalion of the 17th Brigade (22 November 1941 – 4 August 1942)
  • Twelve months in Papua New Guinea (Wau) (17 October 1942 – 23 September 1943)
  • Six weeks in Papua New Guinea (Aitape) (11 October 1944 – 23 November 1944) – after 12 months serving at an army training camp near Atherton, North Queensland.

What Elsie’s diary reveals is that Elsie or Charles, but mostly Elsie, wrote a letter to Bill once a week on the average during his overseas service. Without fail. And Bill replied every other week. Elsie wrote regularly to Bill when he was in Australia, too. The “little black diary” reveals 10 different addresses for Bill during his army service! Most are crossed out, because the addresses kept changing as Bill received a new posting.

What Elsie’s diary reveals is that Elsie or Charles, but mostly Elsie, wrote a letter to Bill once a week on the average during his overseas service. Without fail.

Like all mothers, she was proud of her sons’ achievements. On 26 January 1943 Bill wrote to his parents to report that he had received his commission a couple of weeks earlier, on 9 January. Elsie recorded this in her diary. Bill, Acting Lieutenant, was seconded to the Australian Army Education Service (AAES) as an Education Officer based in Wau, Papua New Guinea.

Lieutenant William Proposch lecturing troops on geopolitics, at Wau, August 1943
Lieutenant William Proposch lecturing troops on geopolitics, Wau aerodrome, Papua New Guinea, August 1943. Photograph by courtesy of the Australian War Memorial website. Public domain.

 

What Elsie’s “little black diary” does not reveal is the heartache or yearning I’m sure she would have felt every time she wrote to her sons, or received a letter or telegram from them. The record is almost exclusively a list of numbered items and dates. However, I believe that the act of keeping of this record itself reveals the extent of Elsie’s dedication and love for her sons.

Little did Elsie guess when Bill enlisted that, after the war, he would not return to live in Melbourne. After leaving the army at the end of 1945, Bill settled in Rockhampton (Queensland), 1250 miles (2000 km) away! It is a good thing that we don’t know the future. I think this knowledge would have been too painful for Elsie to bear.

On one occasion when on leave in Brisbane, Bill met Evelyn. They met at a dance in the Brisbane City Hall. Evelyn was serving with the WAAAF (Women’s Auxiliary Australian Air Force) and was based in Brisbane at the time. She was a “country girl” from Queensland, with a farming background, in contrast to Bill, whose experience was of urban city life, accountancy, books and study. How different is that! Nevertheless, the attraction was immediate and mutual.

Elsie recorded in her diary that Bill and Evelyn announced their engagement on 5 September 1944. Bill was on leave at the time, visiting Evelyn who had been posted to Rockhampton. Following the engagement, Elsie and Evelyn began to exchange letters, as recorded in Elsie’s “little black diary”.

1944, September, Evelyn and Bill at Emu Park band rotunda
Bill and Evelyn, at Emu Park (near Rockhampton), September 1944

 

Bill and Evelyn were married at St Paul’s Cathedral, Rockhampton, on 26 March 1945. Sadly, none of Bill’s family, including Elsie and Charles, were able to attend. How this must have grieved Elsie. Bill was the first of her three sons to wed. It was still wartime, and Bill married in his Army dress uniform.

Bill and Evelyn on their wedding day, March 1945. Bill in full military dress.
Bill and Evelyn on their wedding day, March 1945

 

Elsie and Charles met Evelyn when the newlyweds travelled to Melbourne a few months later. It was a happy occasion. Evelyn would often recount how her father-in-law escorted them into his studio, strode over to his easel and ceremoniously unveiled a painting of Bill and Evelyn. What a special wedding gift!

Charles had faithfully reproduced their portrait from the 6” x 4” black-and-white photograph the couple sent Elsie and Charles following their engagement. Charles’ painting, oil on canvas, is one I have known all my life, and it is a striking likeness of my father and mother. But there is one significant difference.

Can you spot the difference? CLICK HERE TO CHECK.

Bill had a cigarette in his left hand in the photograph, but it is omitted in the painting. According to Bill, his father did not approve of his smoking cigarettes, so chose not to include it!

 

Bill and Evelyn Proposch, oil painting by Charles Proposch, 1945
Bill and Evelyn Proposch, oil painting by Charles Proposch, 1945

 

I don’t think I can understand how much sadness Elsie felt when her son Bill settled so far away after the war.

As far as I am aware, she saw Bill and Evelyn in person three more times in her lifetime: when they visited Melbourne after their marriage in 1945, after the birth of their first child in 1946, and when Charles and Elsie visited Rockhampton in 1954. That’s all.

Charles' and Elsie's visit to Rockhampton
Charles’ and Elsie’s visit to Rockhampton

 

My father knew about his mother’s wartime diary and, following Elsie’s death in 1963, asked his father if he could have it. Charles obliged.

For Bill, Elsie’s “little black diary” was a great prize, testament to his mother’s love, the love Elsie had for him and his brothers.

 

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6 comments on A mother’s love

  1. Rose
    November 8, 2015 at 6:03 pm (2 years ago)

    Dear Judy, thanks for sharing this great story.Mother’s love for her children is indeed beyond all measures.

    Reply
  2. Judith Salecich
    November 8, 2015 at 6:34 pm (2 years ago)

    You know for sure when you are a mother yourself, don’t you think?

    Reply
  3. Sonal
    April 24, 2017 at 9:37 pm (7 months ago)

    Dear Judy,
    As I read this story I was inspired by the love and dedication of a mother.
    Thanks for sharing it.

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    • Judith Salecich
      April 25, 2017 at 5:26 pm (7 months ago)

      That’s wonderful, Sonal. She was amazing, wasn’t she?

  4. Elizabeth Forrest
    April 24, 2017 at 10:29 pm (7 months ago)

    Judith it’s such a touching story. The love your Dad showed for his mother during such torrid times. I also have a diary my Dad wrote daily of the battle against the Japanese on the Kokoda Track. He also served in the Middle East, Ceylon, Greece and Papua New Guinea.

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    • Judith Salecich
      April 25, 2017 at 5:28 pm (7 months ago)

      How wonderful that your Dad kept a wartime diary. I’m sure you value it greatly. Warm wishes, Judy.

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